Quality time, what is quality time? Is it the amount of physical time spent during a relationship. I’ve learned that quality time is similiar if not identical to love. They both can be distributed in a variety of ways. Physical, mentally, spiritually & emotionally. I knew that about love, but not about quality time. I’ve recently felt that I lacked quality time, but if indeed it is distributed mentally, emotionally & spiritually I havent been lacking. The physical is only a portion, not quality time in its entirety. I now know I receive more quality time than I’ve been believing. As long as our hearts are together, we’re together every second of each day. Which is major quality time. With this realization everything is complete; and happiness has been around all along. It was just up to me to grab it.
Those times when you cant help the ones who have always helped you
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When everything is new it’s common to feel uncomfortable. Just because it’s new doesn’t mean you have to become accustomed to it. It’s not over, go get what you remember
All my life I believed you placed me here to assist ppl. With academic, relationship, internal & external issues to name few. Undoubtly I’m suppose to serve you, which is exactly what I thought I was accomplishing; serving you by facilitating for them. How do I help those who don’t attempt to help themselves? How can I spark the minds of those who are too naive to receive my help? Do I let em go? Do I be patient? Because putting my own issues on pause for them is keeping me complacent. I need help myself; protect me from fake friends and affiliations. Give me the strength to resist all sexual relations, because we both know the ppl of my generation are not ready for those consequences & limitations. I just ask for a better situation. Through you, I have no choice but to make it. Amen
My life would be better if everyone in it left me the fuck alone
since I cant do what I would rather be doing. I do what I dont wanna do (so I wont be bored), which is what everyone expects me to do.
when your back against the wall at the bottom you have no choice but to fight your way to the toP
Attending Eastside High school probably makes us the most misunderstood students you will ever know. Not realizing that graduation will make a fearless person scared to grow. Knowledge of goodbyes really kills your concentration. Remembering times of happiness, remembering times of anguish. Just promise me that we will never meet evaporation. Though we’re all going to be successful, please don’t forget these pretty faces. Most importantly, never forget where we come from. Gainesville may be small, but as a group, we can make the name weigh tons. In a world where much failure occurs, we’re still living & achieving. About to make a reality of everything we’ve been dreaming. 2010 is on a mission & we mean it. We all know we have critics, we all know we have doubters. But beating on our self-esteem, sorry we won’t allow it. Coming from a garden that many thought had devoured. We beat adversity, now look how we have sprouted.
Society says that if youre a man you dont cry. But if I tell you tears dont shed I will be a lie. Drakes on my chest and I continue to believe he’s the only one I need. Truth is, my life is far from complete. My peers need assistance while Im assisting myself. But I facilitate their matters, because I am my mothers son and even when Im on my deathbed I wont ask for help
Shit, I’ve been the underdog my whole life. But pressure never made me bust I got some bold pipes. My role models sold green & they sold white. But they told me never do it live the gold life. Attend school, every class, make sure I pass. Live life in the fast lane, just never crash. I did, forgot the breaks & then my life smashed. Fucking off like ass something I never had. Months later September 7th I got a son. The consequences of when you don’t put a condom on. I’ll be lying if I told my fans ain’t nothing wrong. But fuck it Imma get it cause without a doubt I love my son. His momma downplay me, sometimes not everyday. She criticize me on the days when she don’t get her way. But I like the shit, in fact I’m built for it. I take the good with the bad & then I tell my story. What you know bout spending everything to chase your dream?… Believing in something that’s never guaranteed? Doing whatever to exceed the world expectancy? Man I call it faith, Christ Upsides Everything. Unemployed at wits end, life destroyed. Keep a smile so the people you with won’t ever know it. Don’t worry my nigga cause we identical. And if you ever felt like dying boy I’m feeling you. But see I took my troubles, & made em lyrical. I even thought about the Army I was trippin too. My advice to you is get more spiritual & never tell these hating ass niggas what you finna do. Cause everybody in your circle ain’t for ya. It sound crazy but it’s best I let you know it. Cause even if everybody got the same motives. Let you make it & they don’t, watch jealousy get to roaming. Outside my Hoyas, honestly I don’t deal with niggas. & Calvin Snap Williams I forgive you nigga. At a time I swear I wanted to kill you nigga. But instead Imma let God heal you nigga. I got the fade & saw most of my women fade. Truth be told they never mattered I’m with Danielle anyway. But, that make me think, who really here for me. Meek Mill told us that these niggas ain’t loyal. You’ll be surprised at how these niggas plotting on you. Claiming they ya friends with the Devil on they shoulders. You’ll be surprised at how these niggas plotting on you. Claiming they ya friends with the Devil on they shoulders
Hook: Hoyas be them young niggas in charge. Yall niggas getting lifted but we sittin on the stars. Yall niggas small time, all my niggas living large. And if you ever lookin for us in yo bitch is where we are.
But enough with the sad shit, I’m on that getting Sherry what she never had shit. Killing beats go & get the toe tag shit. Fuck swag, I elevated to class shit. Went to Eastside, coach Pop cut me. Went to Sante Fe, Coach Mowry cut me. That’s when I took my skills elsewhere & stayed humble. Now I’m balling on beats every verse I’m getting buckets. That’s how you turn a negative to positive. That’s how you know my corner is the corner God is in. This the beginning I ain’t even became a problem yet. But when I am problem God got me ain’t no solving that. I’m going back to college to get my knowledge up. All the fun & the games, that time is up. I’m in a struggle so it’s time for me to power up. Making minimum wage by the hour man that shit is tough. Should I sell green, should I sell white? Who am I kidding tryna live another nigga life? I once saw my future & it seemed bright. Now I look at my future and never see light. The souls breaks when your momma don’t believe in you. When every statement pointed at you is obscene to you. And redemption now is more like a dream to you. But you can’t sleep because your family got a beam on you. So where you go? Where do you step next? When failure is the only thing they expect. Your next move, that gotta be your best step. Cause if you fall again boy it’s over you won’t ever rest. Unless your life is over in a grave. Sometimes I know you feel like that’s the only way. Because even though you free you still feel like a slave. Hoping one day that your son give everything you never gave.
